Just when you think you’re healed – your body, your heart, your everything – life has a way of handing you a little reminder: not so fast.

My hip injury, for example, has had more comebacks than a boyband from the 2000s. Six cycles of healing, six flare-ups. Every time I thought I was done, every time I dared to live a little beyond walking on flat surfaces; skateboarding, balance board, surfskating, mountain biking, hiking, climbing trees, windsurfing… or, you know, simply going up a couple flights of stairs more than usual… boom. Flare-up.

It got me thinking: how many times have we all believed we were “healed,” only to find ourselves sucked right back into the same old loops? The dynamic you swore you were over until you see their name pop up. The family dynamics you thought you transcended until you’re back at the dinner table. Healing, apparently, has stages. And sequels. And re-runs.

The thing is: you don’t really know you’re healed until you try. Without external stressors, you look peaceful, zen, maybe even enlightened. But throw in a couple of triggers and suddenly you’re limping, metaphorically or literally.

Maybe the point isn’t avoiding flare-ups. Maybe the point is doing things differently. Swimming doesn’t hurt my hip. Diving doesn’t either. So maybe the solution in life is the same: stop climbing trees with people who shake the branches. Change the type of people you interact with. Change your reaction. Notice the pattern. Rewrite the script.

Spending extended time with family recently reminded me of how much I’ve outgrown certain dynamics. And yet, every now and then, I still catch myself reacting in the old way, like muscle memory. Only now, it’s not a failure. It’s an experiment. A test run. Proof that healing is less about being perfect and more about practicing differently.

Maybe life is constantly showing us what works and what doesn’t, so we stop chasing triggers like amateur treasure hunters on the beach; combing the sand with metal detectors, hoping to find gold, when really, all we’re unearthing are old bottle caps and rusty nails.

It’s often not what we say, but how we say it. Most conflicts don’t come from the words themselves but from the nervous system delivering them like a faulty mailman; frantic, dysregulated, and late. I know because I lived there. I researched. I thought. I rewired. And now, I get to practice showing rather than telling.

Because here’s the secret: people rarely change because you tell them to. In fact, tell someone outright what to do, and odds are they’ll do the opposite. (Guilty as charged. Stubbornness was my brand.)

But if you quietly model a different way? That’s when people learn without even realizing they’re learning.

So maybe flare-ups aren’t setbacks at all. Maybe they’re reminders: proof that we’re still alive, still practicing, still human.

And in my case, still learning not to sprint up the stairs like it’s an Olympic event.